Stranger though I am to this world
Care though does no one
Mistakes that I don’t mean to make
Deprive me of everyone.
Care I do for all of them,
Teasing, if I speak to someone,
Jokes become insults, and humour to offense
No one stays to hear my defense.
“Lecturer” they call me,
Listen to me does no one,
Words I spoke, I speak no more
Now thrive in life without me.
Happiness if it brings all,
Sadness fills me as the tears fall
No one looks, and no one cares
I hold onto my broken heart, sitting here.
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Written on the first day after Summer Vacation, 2012
A prelude to my Oath, it shall remain the defining moment in my life for years to come. It was day I decided that I’m self-sufficient, that I need no one else to have a life, that if this was my life, then I am happy with it. Read all about it here.